They werent kidding when they said "motherhood doesn't come with a manual, its more or less an on the job training" I can attest to that. There are days where I feel so worn thin, that I can't begin to imagine anything left of me. Circles, have begun to invade my before perfectly smooth under eyes. My body wants to shut down due to lack of sleep and energy, But I can't. I have this strong urge that keeps me going. It keeps adding fuel to the fire making it able to go and to burn for 24 hours straight if need be. That urge, is my sweet Maegan.
Who would of thought that 5 months would fly? Pregnancy was nothing like this, and I have a theory. Pregnancy resembles christmas. You wait almost a whole year to find out what your getting and you just cant wait, so the days drag and cluster together. Woman who have had children, tell me all the time "Enjoy it now, its flies" They arent kidding. Just yesterday I was 9 months pregnant and sweating from every orifice in my body. I couldnt sleep, eat, walk or even communicate with human kind due to lack of enthusiasm. All I could imagine is being able to see my feet, and be at the beckon call of my sweet little girl.
Each month brings a new discovery. This month was her voice. She yells and shrieks, then procedes to look around and smile to see if anyone noticed her. Silly little girl. She has stolen my heart and makes everyday laughable. Seeing her bright blue eyes looking at me with a 2 teeth smile just melts my hardened exterior.
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